Content/tw: death mention, suicidal ideation, money
Carrie would have been 61 today.
I’m a wreck.
There’s a lot going on in my personal life, including being out of work, bills piling up (here’s my YouCaring if you can help https://www.youcaring.com/maralee-938599), and shit happening between me and my abuser. I was going to use today’s entry to be a list of self-care tips or something. But I’ve got nothing.
All I can think about is that I want to die so I won’t have financial stress and I will be away from my abuser and maybe I can be with Carrie.
She would say “take your broken heart and make it into art”.
I’m trying, Carrie. I’m trying.
Mentally ill activist and angry Disabled loudmouth. Neuroqueer as hell.